One more minute until I get to go home so I’m typing this post to kill that one minute…
So, I guess I’m typing too fast and one minutes hasn’t pass yet.
Just gotta keep waiting and waiting and waiting and….
Bye.
3 days agoOne and a half week!
I cannot wait to take this break even though it is going to be so short.
I have been working non stop for the past half a year. It feels kinda weird being a working adult now. But why isn’t the savings going up? Sigh, I guess it’s quite impossible for me to save money…
I started work at 6am for the past month and today is the first week that I’ve started work at such a wonderful time.
10am!
I love waking up at 8am to the sunshine! Trust me, when you wake up to darkness for 1 month, waking up at 8am is truly a luxury.
So after this week, it’s going back 6.30am starts next week. BUT that is just going to happen for 2 days then I will be off (:
Can’t wait can’t wait can’t wait!!
But I won’t give away too much of what is up in a week and a half in case my plan gets spoiled :D
Outfit for the night.
White satin buttoned up top, pink shorts with matching belts and ribbon patterned stockings.
“It’s always better to find out that you’re with the wrong person than realising that you missed out on the right one”
This was the conversation old friend and I had last night. He wasn’t sure if she was the right one. She is leading towards the right, but is she right?
The criteria for Mr/Miss Right for everyone is always different. When I was younger, I chose to believe that there is always only that one person in this world that will truly make you happy. But it’s not true.
No one is perfect. When being with someone, you should be expecting Mr/Miss Right and not Mr/Miss Perfect. So people come into your life, they’re not as good as you expect them to be. So you missed out. But would you ever find out if they are your soulmate? What happens when you find out they are meant for you but it’s too late?
So, this conversation we had was going through my mind for the whole morning at work. It also reminded me of this song, which was also playing through my head for the whole morning.
错的人 (The wrong person) by Elva.
6am shifts
I would complain and say that it sucks but I would rather be positive and say that waking up so early in the morning makes me get the excuse to watch the sunrise when I’m driving to work.
It’s been so long. I missed talking to you, old friend.
Back on tumblr.
It’s been a while since I’ve been on tumblr or do any sort of blogging related things. I don’t even where to start talking about this gap of my life.
Like always, life is full of ups and downs. One moment, you can have prefer relationship and the next your work is being a bitch to you. I always have things to worry about in my life.
I guess I would have to just start on talking about the things that happened to me recently then…
Last night, when I was about to fall asleep, I couldn’t get this thing off my mind. I had wanted to say it for a while now. I’m not too sure who is going to be reading this at this moment but I suppose it doesn’t really matter. I don’t want to rant to my family or boyfriend or even friends. I know I get way too grumpy when I complain about things.
So recently, I got close to this guy (in the non romantic way). The reason why I started being all nice and friendly was because he reminded me of my best friend who is away from Perth at the moment. It’s not like they are alike in any way. But it was just the fact that, they are both from overseas and had no relatives here.
I am quite a friendly person in general and I love chatting to people. But sometimes I really hate myself for being too nice. It’s almost like, I am digging myself a hole for someone to kick me in it.
So, the guy started asking me for help in alot of things which he was unable to achieve by himself. I was okay about it at first until I realised that he was asking me for too many favours. True, I do owe him for helping me with things too. But I don’t know why but I always feel like he is asking for so much more.
So just yesterday, he wanted me to be his translator so that he could “argue” with his girlfriend. I know it sounds all strange but I’m sure most people can agree with me that this is not something everyone can do. Instead of agreeing to help him, I became all annoyed and told him to do it himself.
I feel really bad afterwards. I mean, I keep asking myself why should I feel bad? I don’t owe him anything. It’s true, I don’t. Then I realised what is the problem.
Sympathy.
I always fell for the same dumb trick.
I help him too many times from the beginning. He mentioned that if we were really friends, I will not be so calculative about this whole issue. But that isn’t the point. The point is NOT that I don’t want to help. It’s just that, I can’t help or I have helped too much.
I can’t make someone become so dependent to me. If we were real friends, why must these problems, issues and responsibilities be thrown at me? This is not my personal problem. It doesn’t affect me in any way. So, why?
I asked myself the same question. If I was in his shoes, would I have done the same thing? Then my answer was clear. I wouldn’t. I would not trouble others to do my dirty work for me, especially not friends.
Then, I asked myself again… why do I always attract such friends? And my answer was clear. I am way too kind.
So time and time again, I hide myself in this little shell of mine.. when I occasionally look out, I am being caught back into the storm again. So there are many people like this in my life. I feel sorry to say for myself but I did brought it upon myself.
And one day, I just became who I am now. Judgemental, a little heartless and straightforward. I always tell myself, if there were true friends out there, they will understand me and defend me. Just like the good old saying “those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind”.
But this is who I am.
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/ Taipei
I seriously have no idea how long I have not blogged on my tumblr! @.@
I’m sitting in Taoyuan international airport in Taipei at the moment! I’m waiting for the boarding. I spent the last 4 days in this really awesome city. The food was all cheap and nice. The people here are so friendly and kind. And most of all, shopping is divine!!
I wished that I could stay here for longer.. but everything with a start has to come to an end!
Thoroughly enjoyed my time here and I hope that I will have the chance to come back again!
Black tea, smelly tofu, mos burger, shillin night market, ximen ding, 7-11, Watson and everything else… I will freaking miss you!!
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