It feels like you’re nothing.
It feels like you’re a failure.
It feels like you’re unloved and not important at all.
It feels like a fucking non-living thing is more important than you.
It feels like you’re just a piece of crap sitting there waiting for rot.
It feels like nobody needs you in the world.
It feels like no matter how loud you cry, no one is going to give a shit.
It feels like alot of things that you would never imagine.
And no matter how much you ask yourself to forgive, you still have a sour feeling lingering in your heart. You try your hardest not to make that person feel bad for you or themselves. Cause you hate to be making a fuss.
But FUCK IT HURTS.
And there is no way that feeling is ever gonna be removed ever again. Once unimportant, forever there is going to be a moment where you are going to unimportant…