The text message
As I lied on my bed, typing slowly on my phone the words that I couldn’t say. I typed “I miss you…” and I hesitated for so long if I should press the send button.
One second of courage made me press that button. I was scared and relieved all at the same time. Those were the words that I always wanted to say but never got to.
When I got your text message back expressing your mutual feelings to me, I was surprised. I was so happy that I was almost crying and smiling at the same time.
That was the feeling that I couldn’t say to you.
Now that I am lying to my bed, thinking back to that moment which happened so long ago, I suddenly thought about all the memories we once had.
It felt so long ago that it felt like it had never happened. Or maybe it has been trapped inside my memories like an ancient mummy in trapped in its tomb.
But it doesn’t matter. I always had the memories. I don’t miss you anymore even I thought about our memories. I don’t wonder what you’re doing anymore, but I do wish that whatever you are doing, you will stay safe, healthy and happy.
That is my only blessings to you, my dear friend from long long time ago (:
1 year ago